Friday, May 20, 2005
Fear
A lesson from the other day; that if you're afraid of doing something, you should do it. Sober. Drunkeness removes thought, which encapsulates fear. Lose the drink, lose the fear.
I did what I wanted to do, but was too afraid to do, sober, and then, all of a sudden, not only did it go the way I wanted, but I was happy, comfortable, and one step closer to being me. The distance I placed between me and my alter personas did not make the heart grow fonder. Instead, quite the reverse occured.
Time to lose the schizophrenia, and become one (Highlander quote inevitable)
Despite being 2am, the introspection ends here. I found a diary the other day, from Uni days. It had some exam dates, and revision schedules. But it also had a ridiculous number of entries with names, quantities, dates and monies. Lots and lots of entries. In fact, so many, that between GTA and The Diary, I think my bum mark in the degree makes a little more sense.
I threw the diary out.
- July 2011
- December 2010
- November 2010
- October 2010
- October 2009
- July 2009
- March 2009
- February 2009
- January 2009
- December 2008
- October 2008
- September 2008
- August 2008
- July 2008
- June 2008
- May 2008
- April 2008
- March 2008
- December 2007
- October 2007
- September 2007
- August 2007
- July 2007
- June 2007
- March 2007
- February 2007
- December 2006
- November 2006
- October 2006
- September 2006
- August 2006
- July 2006
- June 2006
- May 2006
- April 2006
- March 2006
- February 2006
- January 2006
- December 2005
- November 2005
- October 2005
- September 2005
- August 2005
- July 2005
- June 2005
- May 2005
- April 2005
- March 2005
- February 2005
- January 2005
- December 2004
- November 2004
- October 2004
- September 2004
- August 2004
- July 2004
- June 2004
- May 2004
- April 2004
- March 2004